S P A C E

why must i live in the way people expect me to...
why must i act as people expect to...
why must i pretend like people wan me to...

that not me anymore in that person...

i need a space, a place for me to be myself but not somebody who in the expectation from other...

the way i talk, the way i act, the way i dress, the way i live, is all about me - myself!
but the real me in other mind was the trouble, what the hell?

i didn't see all those was a trouble or problem when i oversea, everyone have their own life, own style to live their life, just too bad we have different culture, different lifestyle, different background, different attitude; this make me like a trouble here...

if you know me well, you will understand who am i...
but if u not, do not pretend you understand me...
just leave me alone...

我的宝贝！！！

today i found "happy" in my sadness...
thx for always be my 小太阳。。。
although we are far away, although u dun know wat happen here..
but thank for remind me the memories moment that we had before ...
hapi to chat nonsense with u!!!

today,u make my day !!! love u o...




p/s only today o... miss ya !!!

A short meaningful story

I read this from my fren's blog and she get it from her sister's Blog and i found it's so touching..here you go



Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours.

我可以懦弱吗？

以为。。我以为我很好；
。。。以为我可以，
。。。以为我够坚强；
。。。以为我能承受；
。。。以为我能面对；
一切都是我以为。。。

崩溃了！！！
生病了吗？
是吧。

我生病了，
不得不承认，
我不行了，
我没有我想像中坚强，
也没有你们想像中精明，
是时候承认我的懦弱，
是时候大声的高喊我不行了！！！
我不开心！！！

就放纵自己大哭一场，
等眼泪流干后，
或许我就痊愈了。。。


p/s 养病中。。。
请勿打扰，我会好起来的！

离开...

脱下我的跑步鞋，我想离开竞技场，
静静的独享这一刻的宁静。。。

to all my lovely friend

dear mr all lovely frenz,

so happy to see you all ,
everyone look nicer and pretty than before,
happy to see that.
u all warm me up,
although we didnt meet for one year or more...
this so call friendship,
i love u all!!!


All the best for u all, good luck!!

friendship forever !!!

开车去。。。

累死了。。。

原来我堆积了一座山那么高的课业，
救命啊！！！
抱佛脚果然是超级累的，
没办法啦。。
事到如今只好硬着头皮拼命的开夜车。


拜啦！！开车去。。。


p/s 开夜车果然是很累滴，真是要不得的行为！